I went through a very very loneliness time as a teenager, I'm 53 now and never would have guessed how far I've come since junior year in college when I tried to kill myself. Fortunately it didn't t work, after that I took a vacation with some friends which woke me up. I really wasn't friends with only about 2 of the people but getting out and going somewhere changed my whole perspective.i hope you can cope and notice and ago legend when you see a friend trying to help