Not sure if this is the right place, but. . . I feel so awful. I don't know why, because my family and I were having a day out and I was excited to go. But for some reason I've felt very blue, depressed and I can't stop thinking of disgusting stuff. I didn't enjoy our day out though I tried. Little things made me feel down, like the depressing book (Roll of Thunder Hear My Cry) that I read, my family yelling excitedly, bickering or bothering me, etc. At one point I just wanted to go home, curl up in bed and ignore everyone. Is it because I'm not used to getting out a lot? Its odd because I really did look forward to the day out. Or something else? Thanks.