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My pdoc relocated and I have started back with my previous pdoc. Regardless of the excellent relationship I have with my previous pdoc, he is just not the same as the female pdoc I have been seeing for the last 18 months. I am just very sad about it. After seeing my previous pdoc for the first time in those 18 months, even though I like him, I am even sadder...heartbroken almost. I miss her so much!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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