((((katluvzpurple))))
Hey there ....don't act on your emotions right now. I hear how spent and fed up you are. Remember that we have the holidays looming over us and it is the season to be jolly. Well for many it is the season to exaggerate about our circumstances and get down and feeling bad about ourselves but irrational thinking is not something you nor I want to act on. (Is it the same kind of time in Canada?)
I have been learning that our minds obsess about things and make our lives seem worthless. Don't listen to these negative thoughts. Please try to breathe and take in just a moment and not try to digest today or tomorrow or next week or next year. We only have a moment to work with. I have no family so not having anyone to worry about is also daunting on the flip side.
You are not alone as many are feeling the same things but please look at what you do have and whose lives you would affect if you weren't here. For me it would be a few friends but that is enough. Be gentle on yourself. You have worth that only YOU can't see.