Hey stuck ,

Have you been diagnosed with the disorders that you listed? GAD, perfectionism, and those others? Have you spoken with a T about these things? Have they recommended any techniques to try and help yourself get past these times?

Just asking because, other than GAD, the symptoms that you listed could certainly be symptoms of depression. I do have several of the symptoms that you listed as well. Perfectionism, indecision, negativity, isolation, not fitting in, etc. I also have med-resistant major depression. I'm not trying to diagnose you (not at all). I am just wondering if there is a similarity, if someone is helping you work through these struggles, as well as if you've tried looking at things from another angle.

Best wishes to everyone struggling with this.... (whatever it's called!).