I know perfection isn't possible and I don't desire it yet I feel bad when I see a harmless scratch or imperfection.
I know power, fame or money won't make me happy nor do I give any importance to material possessions yet not having some ****** gadget I don't need makes me feel bad.
I know life has no purpose or meaning so I shouldn't care about what people think and do and if I'm able to be what the world wants me to be. But that doesn't happen.

There are atleast ten other similar things but I can't remember them right now.