Thanks. but i dont know if telling my mom will be such a good idea. i complain about a lot of things like all the time. back in february i selfharmed. a week or two before that me and my friends talked to the guidance counselor about my friend maybe having an eating disorder. everyone thought i was jealous of the attention that she got and they thought thats why i selfharmed. now just last week my friend (the same one who we thought had an eating disorder.) went to the guidance counselor again, thinking she had depression. turns out she doesnt and shes just going through a phase. but the point is if i tell my parents or an adult at school now, they'll definitely start to think i just copy my friend, or get jealous of her attention. so im not sure what to do because thats not the case. i keep trying to hint that somethings wrong, but its not working.