Feeling down, out of place, not comfortable literally inside my skin. Stopped taking meds since I was scared of running out, I moved recently and now I can't find the bag that had my meds. Guess it's another sleepless night full of pain and depression, can't sleep since I can feel my veins and blood pumping through my body which makes me anxious and freak out. Feeling pain in my stomach area, have no idea what it is anymore.