Well, true to form, since it is first thing in the morning I'm feeling kind of low. As I wrote yesterday, I know things will pick up mood-wise because they always do as the day wears on. Not much on the slate for today. Will probably spend (too much) time on the computer and read when I'm not doing something with my husband. I think I will pick up a Sunday paper so I can check the help wanted ads. Oh yeah, there's the football game at noon, and we will probably go out to my husband's friend's farm to check on my husband's honey bees.

Dreading tonight because I can't sleep when I can't take my Xanax the night before an ECT. I'm going to ask my ECT pdoc to give me another med to take on nights before ECT so I can sleep. I also still have a fair amount of anxiety about the ECT in general. I'm thankful that they have helped me but just hate getting them.