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Well, I've been pretty successful at "curing" a lot of my behaviours. Not all mind, but a lot. I keep working on them, although it always feels really fake.... I just learned to work with the fears.
The deeper parts.... about how I feel about how people will think and feel about me? And how I thnk and feel about myself? At my core? I don't know if I can ever get those to change. I've tried, and I keep trying. It doesn't seem to really change any, so I'm just trying to work my brain around how to accept it.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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