I care I was woried. There's still time to have your own family but I suggest freezing your little guys. People are starting there first families around mid-30's and there second families mid 40's.most of my family and fiends waited and there mid 30's to start a family. Plus there's a bunch of step families where the kids are as much yours as blood. Stop beating your self up about the past.I know a guy in his late 50 with a 6 & 4 years old. Work on getting stable then meet people. I know you like reading have you tried book clubs or writing clubs?