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Originally Posted by lostinitall
For me there is a difference. I have been through all the stages except for following through with the plan. Came close a couple of times but could never do it. It seems that there is a true desire to live which grabs at the last minute for me that is.
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I think so too. There is a small spark of hope in there even if I am totally unaware of it. I can have it all planned out yet I will somehow make to see the pdoc and therapist. I won't talk about the plan but I will say I am suicidal. Very hard to extinguish that spark that lives within.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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