Joe that sums up me pretty well too. Instead of jumping mountains though I think I can accomplish impossible tasks and deadlines (and somehow usually do to the detriment of my loved ones). But the confidence and charm thing I get that way too. My marriage is falling apart because of this. I just barely went to get help and I'm starting to feel better and I can tell now how much damage I've left in my wake. Another thing is I was super irritable. Anything could set me off and I thought I could take on Mike Tyson if I had to. Crazy now that I look back.