A miracle happened. The sun is out - for right now, at least. Thank goodness, because I really needed the sun to be out today. And also, today is Sunday, which means my parents won't be drinking tonight, which means no fights. I can breathe for a little bit. This will be my first okay day in a loooong time. However, I'm still dreading tomorrow and what it will probably be. I'm actually dreading the whole 6 days to come, even Xmas, as I know it will be nothing but just more of the same.