Are you trying to move too fast perhaps? *shrug* No clue. Me personally I am just trying to focus on improving myself. I've always been alone and have never been with a woman and I am almost 22. Only thing I had happen to me was the neighbor girl from behind that was renting out the house who was a year older than me gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Though I hid away because I was a bit bashful and perhaps too young for love even though I wanted it.