I no longer have a pdoctor. And I dont want one either. My family doctor is trying but he is not qualified to deal with all of this. But he is monitoring me. I am going in late this afternoon. I am just so darn tired; I do feel like I am slipping away. Even my mask is fading away. I cant even think of looking at food; want nothing to do with it. Why would I? It just makes me freak out anyway.

Thanks for the caring;

justy