{{{{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

My heart aches for you. You deserve to live, and I don't just mean survive, I mean really live. You will have to fight for your life, and not give in to the monster. What do you have to live for? Living for your kids is fine to start with. I know that you love them very much. They love you too, and they want you to be okay. They know something is wrong, but you tell them it's ok and they want to believe it.

You have a lot to give! A mother's love is just part of it. You are a wonderful, sensitive, thoughtful, intelligent person. The world needs more people like you. How can we convince you not to give up?

Rapunzel

<font color=orange>"If a light beckons to you, follow it. If it leads you into the quagmire, you'll probably find your way out of it again; but if you don't follow it, you'll be plagued for the rest of your life by the thought that perhaps it was your star." Friedrich Hebbet</font color=orange>