(((sarah))), I did that too, and to be honest, others can relate to what you are saying as well. If you find a therapist that has experience with trauma and PTSD patients, he will understand how you struggle like this and make it a point to help you feel safe so you can begin the process of slowly talking about it with him/her. I kept a lot to myself too and as I mentioned this is actually what many who are struggling do too.

I am glad you found this support site so you have access to others who understand and can relate, it is really so helpful to have access to that kind of support.

((Hugs))
OE