I've always felt like I just don't get other people and they don't get me. At times I've thought this to be a massive defect, some catastrophic flaw within me. At the moment I think perhaps it is a tiny, miniscule difference barely noticable to anyone but myself. Either way. it comes down to low self esteem I guess, I don't believe that I have a right to be part of the human race and I am certainly not deserving of a fulfilling or happy existance. Sorry to be such a downer.