I care too! And I've had two close family deaths in the past month so I'm having a hard time getting into the whole "family Christmas spirit" too. But I'm trying. I'll probably have to do as you did and slip off to myself a few times. We are doing ours tomorrow. (Yay! ) I just found out today! Anyway, enough about my b.s. If you ever feel you want to talk to someone I'm here for you! You can PM me anytime if you want. Merry Christmas!