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Originally Posted by Mefisto
Its much simplier - im here because my nitwit pathetic alcoholic father was there when my mother wanted to get revenge on her husband who cheated on her. I mean, what kind of foundation is that? If it is not a mistake, then i don't know what is. Its not fault of the nature that people are too stupid to predict the result of their breeding experiments. The world is overpopulated already, many people in it should have avoided being born.
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Yet one simple decision made by either of your parents either way and you wouldn't exist it all. You see it as a mistake, but mistakes are things that happen when people try to make something happen, but it doesn't work out the way they want it to. It sounds more like the situation that you describe with your parents is something that happened because so many things worked together to make it happen. Your mother wanting to get back at her husband, your father being there precisely at that time, etc.
That said, though, it's probably irrelevant as to whether your existence is a mistake from any objective sense. What's interesting is that you feel it's a mistake and that you seem to hold some anger towards your father. I'm sure having an alcoholic father who, if he WAS around probably made your life miserable and if he WASN'T around probably made you feel inadequate or unloved, probably plays a lot into how you feel about yourself.
I'd say your relationship with your parents probably plays a huge role in you feeling defective.
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Originally Posted by Mefisto
There are a lot of great people out there, who are good at contemplating universe. The world doesn't need people like me - whiny, weak, depressive parasites, who contribute nothing but consuming other people attention and pity.
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Do you feel like people pity you?
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