I have recovered from Anorexia in the past and also relapsed a few times.
I think about food constantly, I have a love/hate relationship with it.
It has taken over my life once again,
The fear about gaining weight and the self loathing I have of myself when I do, the disgust and guilt I feel each time.
I have no energy, constantly feeling exhausted and at times I just want to hibernate and wake up after winter has gone.