embrace it

if u run and hide it comes back as a big monster .......no amount of wishing praying or anything will ever make u "normal" no matter how much u want it nor how good u are

this leaves the only logical choice to embrace it and make it your own
u can not hide it .........it always pops out at the wrong times

everyone knows i am nutz but i am the good kind that makes ppl laugh with a touch of crazy wacked out ideas

like building the wheel chair from silver bullet that can do 60 miles a hour on the road with duelly tires then making a bike club were we all ride those ........then do burn outs in the middle of a walmart see if we can smoke out the whole store (just because it would be fun)

my wackiness makes me a great kid sitter ......the little rug rats love me because i am fun ...make sound effects funny voices ....i even know how to do some of the 3 stooges jokes the prat falls walking into walls (it looks like it hurts but really does not )

just be yourself if u are worried u are doing wrong just ask ppl that know u .........u mean well be your judgement is not the greatest