Hi ombrétwilight

I would love to be able to tell you why this is happening but I think talking this over with a T would be worthwhile. You could have a lot of anxiety building up in your life or it could be something more serious that only a doctor or therapist would know. It does sound perplexing to have this going on. I would talk to someone about this and see if maybe your questions can be answered and you can have some peace. I hope things get figured out for you very soon.