Pardon my language on this post...

I feel like I am at least about chest deep in *****. Only the ***** is me. How do you wade your way through it when it is you that you're trying to wade through? I feel like I'm worthless.

I hate my body. My stomache and my back just ache and ache and I get no relief. I am so tired, no matter how much I sleep. I desperately need to get out and exercise but I cannot find the strength to do so.

I feel like I'm slipping really bad. I can't seem to hang on. I'm wondering if I need to be medicated for depression or something.

I know I have to work through these abuse and neglect issues or it will never get better, but how do I survive to the end?

Angela

-comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable-