He's not abusive. But we haven't been working for a while and I don't even know how I feel about him anymore. To speak in broad terms, everything bad that's happened to me over the last 4 years has been a direct result of my marriage to him. He even told me tonight that he's tired of me. We argue about the same stuff over and over and I want to say it's a passing storm but it's been this way for me for a long time. His mother and sister only make it 10 times worse and I honestly don't know if it's worth it anymore. I even suffered from depression earlier in the year as well because we've been trying to conceive for almost a year and his dad was battling and lost his fight with cancer.
What do I do? Is it time to start seriously thinking about leaving?
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