It's just part of my life , I have/had no problem "accepting it" 4 years ago when I was diagnosed at age 43.. I have traced back my BP to age of 6 so from age 6 til 43 I was busy going about my life , got married had a child , worked , I thought everyone had a racing mind like mine.. and had times of depression . I have never known any different way to be... I am just me.