I went undiagnosed BP until age 43 ... Raising my daughter ? I just had to, I just never allowed myself "not" to.. If she needed something I found the energy somewhere in me .. Was it 100% all the time , Nope, but was enough to manage her needs ...
She was diagnosed 3 months after mine at age 19... Shes living a fantastic life, No, she doesnt blame "me" for passing it along , I finally stopped feeling guilty about it.,
Her and I just managed , I don't think anything is impossible in living a life. Some days are just going to effin suck , other days , Hey ! its okay.
I'm to stubborn to let BP keep me down.
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