I live for the weekend and enjoy clubbing and partying more than I should. I've probably wasted 6k this year alone on living for the weekend. I am not a social drinker and prefer pills than alcohol because of the uppity-jittery feeling, you can drive a lot safer on it and it doesn't impair your motor skills or give the negative effects like alcohol does.

Unfortunately after the consumption of too many pills consecutively this year, it has lost its magic (tolerance), it affected my brain weirdly and I feel like nothing can reside next to pills besides something profoundly expensive such as coke and speed and I prefer to save those for festivals.

Yes, I test my pills with a raegent kit and 90% of the time I get MDXX, MDMA or speed - rarely do I get research chemicals like 25i(c)-nBome, analogues of the 2c family or weird stuff like DXM. However, what are methods to quit the pill scene and learn that you do not need pills to have fun, or better yet, what are alternatives than to not go out? I love pills because they create a surrounding you wish was sempiternal, things fall into place perfectly, you love everyone and everything, dancing feels like a safe haven and socialising feels like a spiritual ceremony. I wish these feelings lasted forever but unfortunately no one can roll forever.