Run run run,,,that is what I've been doing since I started to visit this support forum. Running for all kinds of reasons..well it's been months now and I guess I'm stable. not bad stable now...but because of my mom's health issues, (lung cancer and possibly breast cancer) the fact that everything is going fast, she has many appointments, I have more to do for her, and that it is sometimes it's very overwhelming..I'm at risk of living many emotions and overdoing it..not resting, not eating well..ahhh....I'd rather not think about it now. I just know, I'm so grateful that I have some support...I know I'll need more because I'm afraid of what is coming when my mom has her final appointment where we will find out if she can have an operation or if she will have other treatments and how i'm going to deal with all this responsibility....better not think to much about it..that is how I'm coping..one day, one thing at a time.

Anyways, I'll be busy and away from my pc and I just want to wish the participants of this forum Merry Christmas . I know it can be hard for some, it can be a real stressed time, a time with a lot of emotions to live and that also some are alone. so My wish is that you make the best of it, hoping you find peace and strength to get through the day.