It went well. It was strange because she started off by telling me all the things I should learn NOT to do in the future. It turns out this lecture is based on problems she is having with some others right now. Then I read my report and I "met" expectations according to the review report, which the choice was either to meet or not to meet them. However, it was strange too because I had to ask after reviewing this report, what happens now with the probationary period, to be extended or hired on permanently (as it said it could be extended for another 30 days) with meeting expectations. The manager was surprised and very casual as she thought about it for a moment, "well, it will not extend the probationary period; this will make you a permanent employee, the other shift supervisors did not tell you already we were extending this offer to you? " Ah, no. As if this meeting was not supposed to do that?!

Regardless, as stressful as this job is, for the right reasons for a change, it is a paying job and have passed a major hurdle in returning to work. I never thought this would be possible given my history with my MH and PTSD. A long road ahead but it is a good start. I was so stunned last night, it is starting to sink in. Perhaps will find some way to celebrate this little victory tonight. Now just have to get through one day at a time, one moment at time from here on out. May be easier said than done since the last 6 mos have felt like an eternity.

Thanks again for your support. Means the world. Hope this finds you well and sending the best. Take good care meanwhile and happy holidays.