Upon reading this I am led towards number two option but as you said being alone may not be good for your health so you would have to have a good support system around you so you are not isolated. It really is a tough choice and I wish you all the best.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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