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I definitely have this in hypomania and i love it lol. I have no insight at the time and think i am finally becoming the "real me" and i am smarter than anybody else ,i will write not one not two but maybe three books in the coming year. I will become a photographer and study physics and....
Its only after i have sank i realize it was a hypomanic thing. I do believe if i could maintain a state of hypomania i WOULD perform better in life. My brain just CONNECTS on a different level. Unfortunately full blown mania or horrible depression or a mixed episode takes over and my super powers are gone
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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