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It's just who I am. It's a part of me. It's nice to know that I'm not just overly emotional - that there really ARE some mixed wires in my brain!
When I'm hypomanic I appreciate it because I feel like I'm my best self - the me I wish I was all the time (most people would never notice that I was hypomanic because my baseline is pretty low... so my "ups" don't really cause me many problems). When I'm depressed it can be different, but at least I can go "stupid brain!" and ignore the desires to make stupid choices.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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