Yes; I feel the same when hypo-manic, worse when manic. I begin to think I alone have figured out our financial crisis and that I can get us out of debt in a short time because I am a genius (even though we are flat broke and I am terrible with money). I think no one else knows financial secrets like me. I feel like I am so much better than everyone else to the point that I internally snub my nose at people. I feel like EVERY man that sees me wants me. Most, of all, I feel like I have unlocked spiritual mysteries and that I am chosen by God. I am completely ridiculous.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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