Bummed out that this interminable depressive phase will impact my ability to last into the evening on Christmas Eve. I've been having to go up to bed at 7 or 8 - - just to lay down, not to sleep - - because I'm so exhausted I can't even watch t.v. anymore. I'm going to tell my husband's family that I don't feel well and have to leave when I'm too tired, which is partly true since I think my early evening fatigue is due to depression. I just hope next Christmas is better . . .