what do u do when the talk doctors pisses u off so much u leave her office

telling me i do not know why u are here ..when she tells me to come back in a week is why i am here .........then u realize the person is just reading off memorized note cards in their head (like tech support for your computer helpline ppl) the person does not have original thought just going down a check list

i made it clear i do not have the gas to come up and waste ....doing this once a week crap

hell yes i am angry if i was not angry i could not do anything i would just shut down and let the world kill me

she asked what i wanted ..........i said to be left alone or doped the hell up or for someone to take ******

then she goes is that a threat to kill yourself ....... at that point i just cracked and said no i said someone not myself and said i am done good day and walked the hell out

i have had them talk about killing self more then any other time i seen a doctor and i never brought it up they are the ones that keep putting it in the head ..........if i wanted to kill myself not a damn thing they could do with the amount of info in my head ...........if i wanted to die i would not be there willing to take the crappy pills