left alone ......i could go back to my alternative meds

doped the hell up ..........there pills and the crappy effects they have on me

someone to .......if i am kilt by someone else then it is done here see what is on other side (killing self is a no no in to many things so do not want to go to a worst place then here so someone else is only choice)

i asked them for something strong to control the anger in me .........they need to dope me up so i do not let this out in incorrect reaction

i left her office before i started a angey rant on how moronic i think all this crap was .....i do not want to go back i do not want to deal with that person again i have no respect for them or their mind because they just do a checklist ( i done the checklist stuff it does not help i do not fit it and pisses me off trying to force me in it )