So.......another thread on gift giving. I don't think I could ever bring myself to give her anything in person (at least at this time). But here is what I did do today. I thanked her for some supportive emails this week and then attached a song I heard in church that reminded me of her. I told her I thought of her when I heard the song and then said Merry Christmas. The song was Speak Life by Toby Mac. Ever heard it? Anyway, that was like 7 hours ago and she hasn't emailed me back. Now I am nervous, panicked and wish I wouldn't have done it. Was this a bad idea? Why do I do this to myself (send emails then freak out)? Sigh......therapy sucks. I wish I would have never started!