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That's hard. I don't think I have an answer. At different times I would choose a different extreme. Psychosis from mania has turned into pure terror but I have survived depressions (one in particular) when I should have taken my life. It just depends on the circumstance for me I guess.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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