I was in hospital last Christmas and there was no help but for a few nurses who didn't want to be there. No Pdocs, no programs, nothing. Everyone just sat in their rooms for the whole time. It's a bad psych ward at my local hospital, a place to go when you want the least possible effort made, and it's way worse at Christmas because the staff is all off, so the very minimal help offered during the rest of the year was non existent. The Pdoc that was on call on boxing day had to come in to admit me and he was not happy about it. If you can stay out until January you might get more help. Too bad your therapist is away, that seems like what some of us really need more than another drug.