I will answer you with YES.
Every once in awhile I get this incredible urge to harm myself. It arrives out of the blue. I don't know where this comes from. On a good note, recently I had that urge, and a thought stopped me. I still don't know where the thought came from, but the thought was.... "DON"T DO IT, IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT". I still don't know where this thought came from, but it did help. I did not hurt myself. And I am grateful for that.
<font color=white>laughter really is the best medicine</font color=white>