hey. i think that they way that dream interpretation is supposed to work is that you need to free associate to elements / aspects of your dream.
> I was trying to get an appt. with my T and I finally did. I didn't tell anyone I was going to see him.
why didn't you tell anybody? were you worried about how they would react if you told them? if so, then how do you think they would have reacted?
> When I arrived, he was sitting on a couch with a bunch of people both men and women.
how did you feel about that? was it expected / unexpected? did they seem hostile or friendly? did they seem to be expecting you or not?
> He saw me and we started talking and he was talking to me like a normal guy would.
how did you feel about that? did it feel normal or weird?
> Then we sit on the couch to continue to talk and then this hot/heavy kissing session starts.
do you remember who instigated it? how did you feel about it?
> Then a younger woman enters with brown hair like mine but she is skinnier. I'm not overweight really but she is much thinner and seems to know him similarly to how we had just interacted.
how did you feel about her? jealous? accepting?
> As I am leaving I tell my T, now normal man, if anyone inquiries about he and I we are to deny, deny, deny...I tell him that I'll take care of him and protect him always. So then I leave.
how did he take this? do you remember why you said it?
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