I don't know the answer to this, Idiot17. Perhaps no one else here does either. I would suggest contacting a drug rehab program. Or,in the alternative, if you're in the U.S., you could call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:

(800) 273-8255 (TALK).

They advertise that one does not have to be suicidal to call. They're there to help with any problem.