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Originally Posted by A Red Panda
This part of your post stuck out to me. You've posted before about how you don't like the medication, but that's the only part of what you want that she could ever provide for you. At the same time, you want to be doped right up.
Chances are, they won't be likely to want to change your meds around much when you also use illegal substances - that was you posting about weed and that right?
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it not illegal they have medical in the state but it is not in practice where i can go to a doctor as for a card and go to a store (they should of had the rules out in sept then again in oct now with winter break lucky if can see a doctor by 2016)
i already went to rehab and they did not think i needed rehab because i did not match the addiction
and i have not had anything like my meds since oct31 ........i taken weaker CBDs from hemp that cost me more and is less effective to maintain legal
i been asking for the meds now for 6 weeks they got me on stuff that is weak my system has no reaction to it other then expel it when i go to the bathroom (reading on it the correct dose for mood stablizing is 900-1400 mgs a day ) i am on 300 mgs because the doctor whats to play it slow and i do not have that time .........i already had to go to the hospital once just to get sleep since he gave me these pills (the trazadone was to put me to sleep but i can take 150 mgs of it the strong dose to sleep and lay in bed for 5 hours or more )
this is me jumping like a trained dog to get a treat so they say good boy ....but i do not have the time to go slow they need to have me on a effective meds if i am not allowed to use the tools i know that work for me
me commiting myself to the ward is just the next step they want to go slow fine skip them get a new doctor new work up and give them time to pump crap in me see it does not work and change it around ..........3 days if lucky 10 days if not and really unlucky several months again