Maybe you should ask for a new therapist or ask for a double session once every two weeks. What do you want from therapy? (my goals are: keep me out of the hospital and jail)

the person is just reading off memorized note cards in their head then you didn't connect and you need a new therapists

hell after seeing me that many times old records to review come on They still have to ask and make you understand how you sound. The idea that you'll explode versus implode isn't a strange or unique. I'm like that too.

lock me into sleep for weeks like a hiberation of a bear with rage That's how my depression. It's like having the flu with out the flu.