Thanks for the reply guys. This all basically started towards the end of 2010. I started getting deeply depressed. Shortly after that I began to see gory images of people around me every time I would blink or close my eyes. This lasted until around the begining of 2012 which is when the "beings" in my head manifested themselves. I have been having a few highs and mostly downs since 2010 basically. Since the beginning of the year though I have started to get much worse. Some first and second degree relatives do have schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, paranoia and a few other things that I havent asked about . Sorry if I am a bit vague for some reason I feel paranoid about someone finding this online right now.