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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom
Maybe you should ask for a new therapist or ask for a double session once every two weeks. What do you want from therapy? (my goals are: keep me out of the hospital and jail)
the person is just reading off memorized note cards in their head then you didn't connect and you need a new therapists
hell after seeing me that many times old records to review come on They still have to ask and make you understand how you sound. The idea that you'll explode versus implode isn't a strange or unique. I'm like that too.
lock me into sleep for weeks like a hiberation of a bear with rage That's how my depression. It's like having the flu with out the flu.
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your nice thanks
prison is not even on the plate anymore .....the cops did not understand it and by messing with it to get something to lock me up on they used it all up (i am not a drug dealer or a major anything i had a ovape pen with 0.3mls 125mgs of thc cbds and about 30 other lesser know chemicals...a old school rolled joint has more ) it was barely enough to get a positive test they used it all to get it to turn blue to lock me up in the field test (personal use thing/offer to buddy ) ...........please understand that.......that was the universe gift for being a good max i accept it and thankful as hell about it
all this is to avoid trouble since the ending of this will be i am stuck here in the state under something for a year or 2
yes ma'am i am not going to see her again ....having the hospital assign me one to try and a new Pdoc
i know how i am the best i can do it direct at something that has earned that reaction ...other wise i need to surpress it and that requires strong meds .....i am already doing what i can by avoiding contact with ppl (everyone that knows me sees i am different and asked me what is wrong i tell them their reaction is go smoke)
sweet u are the only other person i meet that could so something like that 4 days is the longest with out wake up and getting food