I hope i'm not the only one... I'm trying to deal with getting over someone (not my main reason for being on here mind), and instead of being a normal person and cutting all contact and trying not to see them I'm doing the opposite. I know deep down it won't help, I guess i'm just trying to hold onto something when ultimately it's going to slow down/stop me from getting over that person. I think a part of me doesn't want to.
I seem to let myself get hurt 10 times over before I realise how stupid I've been and then do something about it.

Definitely feel like i'm going a bit insane