I just want to give you a hug and slap myself on the face to remind me that I should be happy with my family even tough they treat me like I'm 12 all the time, they are there and they care and I'm a ***** for not always appreciating that

I will be alone at new-years eve and that feels very lonely too, only the animals to wish a happy new year so yes, I can relate to how it feels when you are alone in these time of the year